An Indian
Perspective
on Maharaji's
teachings
Here is a
reproduction of Jean-Michel's e-mail conversation with
'Sitaram'. Sitaram used to be a follower (and
'mahatma') of Prempal Rawat in the early 70s. Sitaram
is presently teaching the 'Sanatan Dharma'
(=Hinduism) in the order of Adi Shankara, and
thus quite knowledgeable on this
issue.
Read also Sitaram's further comments
(Setting
History Straight) in the Best of Forum
section of the website.
Sitaram:
An old friend, R. H., emailed me a link to the
ex-premie site.
As the founder of the American organization, and the
person who brought the kid to America, I found it all
very curious. I sent off an email, making myself
available.
I did all the original satsang, speeches at functions,
as well as the first initiations in America.
I was assisted by an Indian 'mahatma.' I believe
Saphalananda, an English chap, may have also been
doing initiations in UK at that time. I was only
briefly in the UK, where there was already schisms
forming. I had been trying to avoid the
Christianity-like approach of the Brits.
Jean-Michel:
What was this schism about? I remember I heard a few
things about it in the 70s, but never quite understood
the whole thing.
Sitaram:
Well we tried to do something with some spectacular
energy that was very quickly shot down by people,
Americans, with very little vision and consciousness
(I can certainly name names), and as such I rejected
the movement and encouraged those whom I brought in to
do so as well.
JM:
I'm all ears (and hundreds of other persons also I
guess) for details.
S:
There is a very curious 'secret history' of this
movement.
JM:
??????
S:
I walked out despite the threats and enticements from
the kid's mother, and a touch of violence from the
kid's direction itself.
JM:
Really? We've heard rumors about other stories of that
sort, but never had direct testimonies. Will you tell
us exactly what happened? Do you recall other stories
of that sort?
S:
That must have been early 1972. It was her who sent me
to America from an India I had never wanted to leave,
in 1971. Having returned to India, the end of 1971, I
have been there ever since, practicing my sadhana, my
austerities, and my research. I am in the Puri
lineages of the ancient order of Adi Shankara, and
teach traditionally the Sanatana Dharma. My name was
changed by Prem Pal Singh Rawat and his mother to
"Sitaram." Many people, premies, etc, have known me by
that name. But it has reverted back many years ago to
my original name.
JM:
I'm also very interested in your background. As you
may have seen, we've discovered that Shri Hans (M's
father) was in fact a disciple of Radhasoami.
Shri Hans created a group on his own behalf, and set
himself as his guru's heir in spite of his guru's
chosen successor.
How come that you've been attracted to m at that time,
and that you left your own tradition? Is this a common
thing in India?
I was very interested in Indian traditions and
philosophy in the beginning, I did study Hindi and
sanskrit in French university for 1 year before
meeting with m.
S:
The greatest tragedy of movements like that of DLM is
that it has distracted so many fine curious minds away
from the 'authentic' yogic and shamanic traditions,
obscure as they may be.
JM:
M's and DLM's simplistic show was very attractive for
me (and for quite some westerners).
I guess you're one of the rare persons present at the
very beginning of M's 'mission' to the west, still
around and wanting to establish the truth about
it.
You're very likely aware of what we (old premies, and
exes - I've received k in 1972) know about the very
beginning of his 'work', and his 1st coming to the
west with mahatma gurucharananand.
I guess lots of persons would be interested in YOUR
version of the facts and history.
It took me so long to understand the sort of person
Prempal Rawat really is, that any facts and witnessing
is invaluable to help other people out of this
trap.
I'm one of the persons who've believed everything that
was said through the 'official' channels of DLM, the
mahatmas and all the literature of that time. I've
reproduced a lot of it on my website.
S:
I would be curious to know what is the myth of the
origins in America. Can you tell it to me? I will be
happy to comment.
JM:
I'm not American (I live in France), and I'm not too
familiar with what happened in the US and in UK in the
very beginning. I've made a lot of research on EV
& DLM's past, and this is what you can read on my
website.
The basic myth for me is was what's been conveyed by
DLM in the early 70s. I guess this is what I've tried
to reproduce on my website:
- That booklet published in 1970 in India (Satgurudev
Shri Hans Ji Maharaj)
- the most famous of m's early satsangs (as published
in the DLM magazine - and obviously edited as there
are different versions of them, specially the famous
'peace bomb' satsang)
- the DLM version of Shri Hans Ji's successorship: it
looks like his brother actually had been chosen as
Shri Hans' heir, but some mahatmas had decided
otherwise.
This is unknown to most premies and I guess lots of
people would be interested in details about this,
specially if you've been there!
- the fact that Shri Hans was the successor of his own
guru, when his existence is not even mentioned by
officials in Radhasoami.
For the rest, I've always believed M was the Lord, as
it's been his message for years.
I now understand that was merely a belief that maybe
makes some sense in the Indian culture. Likewise reg
k, that's always been for me the unique way to be in
touch with 'god' inside of me. Of course I've now
understood this is also a matter of belief, and all
the 'experience' I had in m's group is very much
related to a group phenomenon. I still practice the 4
techniques (I heard there were more than 4 techniques
in the beginning and that DLM simplified the whole
package for westerners) at times, and whatever I can
feel inside is still present, without m's 'grace'!
Then there are the stories he told about his coming to
the west:
- the 1st westerners who got knowledge in India, and
then invited him in UK and in the US.
- And the 1st time he came, of course he never
mentioned the people accompanying him, except for
Gurucharananand who came and did some propagation
before his coming.
Your 'journey' with k & m would be much
appreciated, as well as YOUR version of m's revised
history!
I've never heard anything about the schism, and even
what happened with bbj and mataji is not known in
details.
S:
A brief comment that I believe is somewhat central.
You wrote:
"I've always believed m was the Lord, as it's been his
message for years. I know understand that was merely a
belief that maybe makes some sense in the Indian
culture."
Actually, it makes little sense in Indian culture,
which is polytheistic and therefore inclusive,
respects multiplicity and variety, and is certainly
non-apostlistic.
Your belief makes a great deal of sense in Western
Christian culture, and in fact what M's movement is
all about is attaching an Indian vocabulary to a
monotheistic messianic structure.
So to add to the concept of exclusivity of the
Judeo-Christian-Islamic traditions manifested in
expressions such as: 'the one true God', 'the one true
path,' my God is better than your God,' 'The chosen
people,' etc., now we also have shades of Christ and
Muhammad in satgurus who become 'a synthesis of all
faiths,' and the 'highest manifestation of the Divine
in human history!'
The quote, 'guru is greater than God' when taken
totally OUT of the context of the Sanatan Dharma
(=Hinduism), and stealthily put into the
context of monotheism, is not only meaningless but
serves to support a linear hierarchical thinking which
is foreign to Indian culture.
One of the great deceptions of M's movement is that it
is indeed traditional Indian, which it is not!
JM:
My understanding is that the Sikh gurus, and the
Radhasoami/Sant Mat gurus say the same thing.
I've read some of their scriptures and books, and I
find their teaching (their words anyway) very similar
to maharaji's! I would say they almost plagiarize each
other.
What's maybe very different is the attitude of the
gurus or leaders of those groups towards their
devotees.
From what I've read in some studies, these groups
(Radhasoami/Sant Mat) have millions of followers in
India these days. M looks very marginal compared to
them.
How do you place these groups in the religious Indian
picture? Sects, cults?
Or is there still something I don't understand?
Sitaram:
First let me say that I haven't read any of 'M's'
literature in probably 28-29 years, and have probably
never read Radhasoami's literature. So, as far as
specifics go, I am definitely out of my league.
I will point out that M's movement, Radhasoami, and
modern 'progressive' Sikh sects are all Punjabi, have
very similar followings, and all arise out of the
reform movements of the 19th century. Your question is
a very important one, for it requires an understanding
of the colonial discourse taking place in 19th century
India. Hindu reform movements began in the early 19th
century to combat the encroachment of Christianity,
the conversions, and therefore the political inroads
deep into Hindu (read Indian) society that were being
made.
The Muslims had never really threatened Indian society
by burrowing inside. Their attack was strictly
external.
Many of the reformers were nationalists but apologists
for what was described by the colonial masters as a
brutal primitive religion, such as polytheism
resulting in abominations like idol worship. Starting
with Ram Mohan Roy in Calcutta in the 1820's, the
Brahmo Samaj, Arya Samaj and other such movements were
heavily influenced by Christianity (read monotheism).
They attracted especially those 'elite' that had
'benefited' from British education that emphasized a
linear view of the world, where they saw both the
theology of Christianity as a socio-political
organizing factor AND the decline of Christianity in
Europe due to the rise of modern science, rationalism,
and secularism. They started ransacking their own
scriptures to find the One True God who could stand
shoulder to shoulder with the God of Christianity.
They eventually disowned the multiplicity of the gods,
denounced image worship, and sought to surgically
remove those elements of Hindu tradition that didn't
fit the new model of the European world. It wasn't a
terrible idea for the moment. It certainly stopped
dead the conversions of the Indian elite, and forced
the Christian missionaries to concentrate on the
lowest rungs of Hindu society. But because this was
rooted in a reaction to Christianity rather than in a
resurgence of the Hindu spiritual vision, it not only
failed in the end, but misfired. Instead of making
their own weapon of defense, they borrowed from the
armoury of their adversary.
In this way, the structure of thinking was altered.
With the agenda of winning converts, the concept of
the One True God versus the many false gods, the
concepts of exclusivity, linearity, unity, and
humanism gradually replaced the traditional values
intrinsic to the ancient 'Sanatan Dharma' such as
inclusivity, non-linearity, multiplicity, and a very
insignificant place for man in an enormous universe.
The now mono culture driven sects, with their
exclusive priesthood hierarchy, placed all their
emphasis on reaching the One Nirgun (God without
qualities) through the One Sagun (God with qualities)
as a human being, the Guru Maharaj. Since, there can't
be multiples of Guru Maharaj, then all people can be
unified and march together (to victory - whatever that
means), lead by the One True God.
Not very different from the approach of the People of
the Book, the Judeo-Christian-Islamic traditions. This
requires missionary work, to 'spread the good news'.
The traditional approach certainly does not denigrate
the person and role of the guru in any way.
It does not see him as a Single Path for the whole
world any more than one sees one's father as
everyone's father. It does not see his satsang as the
universal satsang, any more than one sees his father's
stories and advice applying to everyone. It does not
see his 'rules' as applying to everyone. It does place
the guru in the highest most exalted position as it
does one's father. In my tradition, my Guru while
afforded the highest, utmost respect and worship
(again like one's father in the best of all possible
worlds), is also thought of as a 'witness' guru,
standing in for the originator of the tradition, the
three headed Dattatreya of the Treta Yuga. A pipeline
to another world, but not the ONLY pipeline. A small
pipeline. Simple pipeline. One of countless streams
flowing backwards from the ocean to the source. Unlike
the reform sects, the Tradition does NOT recognize
equality. It sees ALL things as unequal, and all of
man's categories and rules as being impermanent and
subject to violation. There is NO hierarchy in the
Sanatan Dharma.
The Sanatan Dharma is not conducive to political and
social movements. The apparent anarchy of the
tradition like nature makes it impossible to control.
But mono-culture IS based on control.
The result of all of this has been to give a certain
identity to sections of Indian society, a certain self
confidence, but the logic of what has been set in
motion has been remorseless.
The wheel turned full cycle in Punjab, where
Neo-Sikhism forced the lives and the sayings of the
(Sikh) Gurus into the framework of monotheism,
borrowing heavily from Islam and Christianity. This
succeeded because by this time a very large and vocal
section of the Hindu intelligentsia had become
votaries of monotheism. This section applauded when
the Akalis drove out the Brahmin priests from the
Gurudwaras, throwing out the images of the Many, the
false gods and goddesses who distracted worshippers
from finding peace and solace in the One True God.
To answer your question, yes, these are modern sects
that have rejected the traditional thinking and values
of the Sanatan Dharma, and have adopted a western
structure even if their vocabulary has remained
Indian. Many of their adherents come from this sort of
civil servant type 'class' evolving into this sort of
middle class type of thing, having completely rejected
the caste system. This was also the focus of MacCauley
in famous minutes from 1835, when he sought to create
a 'class' of Indians, brown in color, but British in
intellect and taste, that would be agents and
middlemen for colonial rule in India, and when India
would attain its independence, would be the allies of
Mother England in the new Indian nation.
A huge sect, the Ramakrishna Mission, has recently
gone to court seeking the court to declare them
'Non-Hindu!' Curious, no?
Anyway, I hope that what I am saying is somewhat
thought provoking.
JM:
One question that seems obvious for me now is why have
you been YOURSELF attracted by DLM at that time. Have
you been one of Shri Hans' disciples? If that's been
the case, what did attract you in him? Was his
'teaching' more Hindu? I understand that he himself
used to mock Hindu priests and religious people (M did
the same). Then what happened? Was M's teaching
different from Shri Hans'? And if it was, what do you
think influenced M to 'change'? And what do you think
of the meditation techniques as they were taught to
westerners? Is this a common thing in India to teach
that kind of techniques?
S:
There is so much to know!
About my connection to M. Have you ever heard of Mouni
Baba?
He got me into it. I was walking from Varanasi to
Prayag (Allahabad) for the Ardh Kumbh Mela without a
care in the world (nor a penny in my pocket). I had
taken a vow of only walking and not touching money. In
a small village, a wise looking man who had taken a
vow of silence (he actually claimed that he would only
speak to a true human being), wrote with his stick in
the earth: 'I am above the languages. Come above the
languages if you wish to meet me.'
So I came above the languages, and after a few weeks,
he told me this story, about this baby to whom he had
presented a set of the Vedas and other sacred texts,
some sort of very special human. He communicated to me
how things had gone terribly wrong, how the child had
become a virtual prisoner of his evil mother. He
communicated to me how he had gone to Mirzapur, to get
a message to the child who was now 12 years old, and
how the workers of an organization called the Divine
Light Mission beat him up and held him in a dark room
for a week. He showed me the scars, somewhat fresh. He
thought that I should help save the world, and being
young idealistic and always one for a cosmic
adventure, I fell for it. The first time I met M and
his mother, I walked into Prem Nagar covered in holy
ashes, wearing only a gamsha, carrying a trident. I
don't believe I wore shoes in those days. They liked
me a lot right away, M gave me his diksha that night
or so, the initiation, and within days, mother asked
me to go to America to 'spread the knowledge' or
whatever. I told her that I never wanted to leave
India. But I did leave Haridwar as soon as mother and
son went up to Dehra Dun, back to St Josephs you know,
and I, down to Rajasthan, near Jaipur to see my guru,
Hari Puri Maharaj. I tell him the whole story, he
thinks it's great, says to go to America if the woman
wants to pay you a ticket, make some money and we'll
build a bigger Hanuman temple! Mouni Baba told me to
have the mother make me a 'mahatma' and go lead the
West, and 'capture' the boy, take him away from those
devils.
I was a student of Advaita Vedanta, Yogachara, and
Sannyasa Marga. I was at an extremely low level of
knowledge in these areas, but I had an ardent
interest. Tantra as well. So, with my background there
was no issue of training me, the mahatmas of the DLM
were basically illiterates anyway, who knew nothing of
Indian tradition, but filled their discourses with
Christian like stories of miracles performed by the
Master, and how all religions proclaim him, and how,
like the Bhakti school, it's all so blissfull. So they
sent me off as I was, with what little I knew, but I
was on a mission!
I'll continue at another time with the story.
I really don't think either the father nor the son
really had any teachings of substance. Nothing that
either a yogi or a scholar, nor any serious
participant in intellectual intercourse could take
seriously. Nothing compared with the culture tradition
and learning of the Brahmin across the alleyway. The
father and the son were fundamentalist Christians
sounding off against the Catholic Church in a southern
drawl. The meditation techniques were bastardized yoga
teachings, sort of the lowest level of understanding
of such. At least I tried to give my initiates the
benefit of mantra with the breathing. I couldn't
believe what the 'mahatmas' wanted to teach the
westerners.
Anyway, I'm happy to take your questions.
JM:
This is completely fascinating. I don't know if I
understand you properly, and I'm now trying to imagine
what this means!
You say: "the child had become a virtual prisoner of
his evil mother."
Does this mean his mother was hold the little Maharaji
a prisonner? I which way? Why?
You also say:
"about this baby to whom he had presented a set of the
Vedas and other sacred texts, some sort of very
special human"
Does this mean that some disciples were at that time
(when M was a baby) considering him as some
"God-Child", and that he wasn't publicly available as
he 'should be' because of his mother's attitude?
Then Mouni Baba had been sort of witnessing this, he
told you the story (or his understanding of it), and
you've decided to accomplish the mission of presenting
'the kid' in front of everybody, in spite of his
mother (and the rest of his family).
Was it Mouni Baba's idea to 'save the world' and not
Maharaji's?????
Then if my understanding is right, how did you (and
Mouni Baba) manage to convince the kid to travel to UK
and US?
Was it also the influence of the dozen of Americans
and British guys who had already received knowledge in
Prem Nagar in 1970-1971?
Some of these guys are still with Maharaji, and their
version of the story is that THEY invited him to come
to west. Historically I know that mahatma
Gurucharanananand came to UK BEFORE M.
Then you say:
"Mouni Baba told me to have the mother make me a
"mahatma" and go lead the West, and "capture" the boy,
take him away from those devils"
I'm completely hooked to this story and I'm starving
for the next episode!
As for the 'illiterate' mahatmas etc, I'm still
laughing. I can't help but thinking of the Indian
mahatmas and the western instructors/initiators I
know: it's still the same! Not that I'm laughing at
their ignorance, there is nothing wrong with this, but
the harm these guys did to so many innocent people
(not speaking of the abuses perpatrated by quite some
of them, which is nothing surprising given their
ignorance and lack of ethics - due to their lack of
real spiritual experience). It's sad indeed.
S:
There are a few levels of looking at this. I believe
that m's father and mother decided not long after
their marriage (or maybe even long before that) that
Hans' son would be some avatar or something, and he
began to prepare his devotees for this. So when the
eldest son was born, he was the avatar. But this just
didn't work out. They changed their mind and decided
on m as the avatar shortly after m's birth. So despite
the fact that the eldest had already been announced as
the avatar, they managed to weasel out of that by
saying that the eldest was ALSO an avatar, but m was a
sort of higher category of avatar. For whatever reason
Mouni Baba came in contact with the baby m, he
believed the child to be divine, and because of this
attributed holiness to the entire family, but divinity
only to the child.
The thinking at the time by Mouni Baba was that the
mother was holding the child's divinity prisoner in
the sense of controlling access to the child and
controlling the child's access to the world of people
and ideas. She was designing the empire with herself
at the helm, at the control panel. As the power behind
the power. The real power. Like in Indian politics (or
really just about any country's politics).
Have you read Foucault? Consistent with his theory of
discourse I would say that you would discover more
about the origins of the DLM in the Indian politics of
the 60's and 70's than in all the history of Indian
religious movements. The connections are horizontal
rather than vertical.
She controlled every aspect of his life. What he said
what he wore what he even thought. But even worse than
this, from the time of her husband's death, she
surrounded herself with a group of very ambitious low
level men through whom she excerted further control
and manipulation of not only the boy, but the poor
souls who thought of themselves as fortunate to join a
"charmed" exclusive circle of devotees (and as
Christian theology slipped into Hindu reform movements
- these fools could think of themselves as apostles of
the messiah). Mouni Baba wasn't the only one who had
problems. There were several others whose realtionship
with the mother wasn't to her liking, and their access
to m was eliminated.
I believe Mouni Baba saw himself as having a very
special "cosmic" role. He, being a Brahmin in the
almost anti-Brahmin environment around m, saw himself
as a rishi like Vashisht and relationship with m not
completely unlike that between Vashisht and Ram. The
Brahmins are the teachers and priests in India, and as
such, Mouni Baba was bent on serving Truth rather than
saving the world.
The mother planned an international empire. She
planned for him to go overseas. This was the role of
the foreign devotees. She wanted the foreign devotees
to go back to their countries, make DLMs, collect
money, and then invite m to come, having arranged
programs. I had not planned to participate in that as
I wanted to stay in India. I was, however, very
intrigued by this feeling of something big, something
"cosmic" in it. At this time Mouni Baba was by no
means clear in terms of what was happening, only
something very much not right was happening. I started
to grasp the infrastructure only when I lived with
several of the "mahatmas" before I went to the States.
These men were very different from the mahatmas I knew
in the Sannyasi orders as well as various other orders
around India. They had neither the training nor the
experience of real yogis and sadhus, they were driven
by a mission. I did have a problem with this from the
very beginning. Mouni Baba wrote in my diary: "Isa
[Jesus] say go up. World say go down. So they
kill him. Mission is world."
Neither Mouni Baba nor I had any idea or desire that m
go to the west, and in fact, if asked, both of us
would have opposed the idea. The significant
Englishman at the time, Saphalananda, was also not
happy about returning to UK. He did, but was not able
to really get anything going because he was an
authentic spiritual guy, and not a salesman, like a
few of the Cockneys and others who could hype and
sell.
The reason I was sent to the States was to bring M
there. When I was in the States I coordinated his
first trip with London. London paid for Delhi -
London, I paid for London - LA. Yes, we did invite
him. But we were just "following orders" - the mother
told us to invite him. In the case of UK,
Gurucharananand was sent there because they weren't
making any progress there. As far as Delhi was
concerned, Saphalananda was a complete failure, they
thought of him as a useless hippy drug addict, and
spoke openly of him as such. I used to argue with the
"mahatmas" about him, as he was infinitely more tuned
in than they were. I understand they eventually got to
him and lobotomized him in one way or another. But
Gurucharananand was sent there to get them to invite
m.